Do you see me?

I am real only to the extent that I maintain the reality of their constructions of reality; I will be acknowledged only when I conform to the scripted conversations, interactions and paradigms, when I move beyond or outside of those constructions, I become a foreign, enigmatic, and erratic entity who challenges the security of the system and thus, must be eradicated from the system least I infect the others by spreading the virus of non-conformity. Do you see me?